I know this now and have absolutely no doubt about it. But it took some time to get it thru my thick head. The first time I heard of drunk death, was when I guy about my age decided to cross the 6 lanes of local highway at night.
I don't know why some of us don't get it. I don't know why I finally got it. But I do know it requires constant awareness, this shit kills! I have to remember this, I have to keep it real and fresh. Because life gets better and I forget where I've been. And I already have been to institutions and jails. For me only death is left. So I'll keep coming back. This is the softer easier way!